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      • Trusted Partner

        The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss

        My Life with Terence McKenna

        by Dennis McKenna

        Tracing the McKenna brothers’ childhood in western Colorado during the 1950s and ’60s, Dennis chronicles their adolescent adventures and formative encounters with mind-altering substances, along with the people and ideas that shaped them both. Dennis, now world-renowned for this ethnobotanical work, describes his early interests in cosmology and astrology, his sometimes rocky relationship with his older brother, how their paths diverged later in life, and his mother’s and Terence’s battles with cancer. In his account of what has become known as “The Experiment at La Chorrera”—which Terence documented in his own 1989 book, True Hallucinations— Dennis describes visions of merging mushroom and human DNA, the brothers’ predictions for the future, and their evolving ideas about society and consciousness. In this updated edition, Dennis also reflects on scientific revelations, climate change, and the social and political crises of our time.

      • Trusted Partner

        The Emerald Garden

        by Raja Malah

        On every day off, the child – the central character – visits his grandmother who lives in her old house amidst a flower garden at the foot of a mountain. The book describes one of those visits so we can better understand the grandmother's personality, who is full of love and tenderness. We experience this visit through the child's narration of the details as he relates all the beautiful moments rooted in his heart and memory with great love and appreciation for his grandmother.   Days, months and years pass by – the wheel of life turns and the grandson becomes a father, then a grandfather. One day he decides to visit his grandmother's house with his grandchildren. The house had been transformed into a public park as per his grandmother’s wishes, as a gift to the people of the neighbourhood and their children, to enjoy the tranquillity and beauty of that garden she loved and cared for her whole life. During that nostalgic visit, reality mixes with imagination and the present with the man’s past and he finds himself facing strange manifestations: the garden sparkles with precious stones and the fig tree near his heart bears emeralds, which surprises him, as if he is prey to the hallucination of imagination, only to discover the name chosen by the mayor for his grandmother's garden – a name that reinforces his vision of "Emerald Garden".   Age Range: 10+ years

      • Trusted Partner
        Fiction
        September 2017

        A Vision of Battlements

        by Anthony Burgess

        by Andrew Biswell, Paul Wake

        A Vision of Battlements is the first novel by the writer and composer Anthony Burgess, who was born in Manchester in 1917. Set in Gibraltar during the Second World War, the book follows the fortunes of Richard Ennis, an army sergeant and incipient composer who dreams of composing great music and building a new cultural world after the end of the war. Following the example of his literary hero, James Joyce, Burgess takes the structure of his book from Virgil's Aeneid. The result is, like Joyce's Ulysses, a comic rewriting of a classical epic, whose critique of the Army and the postwar settlement is sharp and assured. The Irwell Edition is the first publication of Burgess's forgotten masterpiece since 1965. This new edition includes an introduction and notes by Andrew Biswell, author of a prize-winning biography of Anthony Burgess.

      • Trusted Partner
        March 2024

        The Mindset Challenge

        For mastery of life and living

        by Kate Munari

        What kind of mindset do you really need to succeed  as a Helicopter Pilot in Afghanistan? Kate Munari really wanted to fly helicopters, and she really wanted to go into a combat zone. What it took to get her there, how she coped with everything from enrolment, to pilot training courses, preparation for deployment to one of the most dangerous places in the world, for anyone to be in 2008. Three successful tours of Afghanistan was the highlight of a 17 year career as a helicopter pilot for Kate, and she shares her stories to inspire anyone wanting to know more about the mindsets she employed during that time, and for her life in general. It’s a riviting tale of determination, courage, and ambition. Her personal stories include insights into:  12 hours per day transporting troop in Helmand Province while being shot at. Advanced training and formation flying that will leave you breathless. Flying under extreme pressure in various parts of the world. Enounters with Royalty, Tribal Chief's, and Interrogators.  This book is perfectly targeted at Leaders who are either in business or running teams of any size in any industry, based on Kate's development and insights as a military person. It is also ideally targeted at young women - 15-30 years of age who want to be inspired to either join up, punch well above their weight in any career path, and navigate a journey into what's truly possible for women any where in the world, in any industry based on a resilience and capability focused mindset.   As a full time presenter, Kate speaks to audiences throughout Australia and New Zealand about her perspectives on leadership borne out of her experiences both in the Navy and as a civilian. Her book is due for release in 2024.

      • Fiction
        June 2020

        A Trip to Asylum

        by Pam Pam LIU

        “Many things had gone that day, including my healthy mind.”In an asylum strangely with no medical staffs,the hero of this story started experiencing different trippy hallucinations. After many chaotic situations caused by other patients,  He started to see the root of his trauma step by step…A trip to asylum" is a fictional story based on Pam Pam's life experiences. Instead of tell the story realistically, Pam Pam choose to drew it with imagination, she hope the readers think and understand more about those uncontrollable symptoms, and also hope they understand that: normal people are not really NORMAL.   *In the process of drama series adaptation.*Winner of Taipei International Book Exhibition in Novel SectionVIDEO

      • The Great Delusion

        Liberal Dreams and International Realities

        by John J. Mearsheimer

        A major theoretical statement by a distinguished political scholar explains why a policy of liberal hegemony is doomed to fail It is widely believed in the West that the United States should spread liberal democracy across the world, foster an open international economy, and build international institutions. The policy of remaking the world in America’s image is supposed to protect human rights, promote peace, and make the world safe for democracy. But this is not what has happened. Instead, the United States has become a highly militarized state fighting wars that undermine peace, harm human rights, and threaten liberal values at home. In this major statement, the renowned international-relations scholar John Mearsheimer argues that liberal hegemony—the foreign policy pursued by the United States since the Cold War ended—is doomed to fail. It makes far more sense, he maintains, for Washington to adopt a more restrained foreign policy based on a sound understanding of how nationalism and realism constrain great powers abroad. The Great Delusion is a lucid and compelling work of the first importance for scholars, policymakers, and everyone interested in the future of American foreign policy.

      • Poskem

        by Wendell Rodricks and Mario Miranda

        Goans are presently experiencing the last generation of Poskim— young children taken in by wealthy families and retained most often as servants. In a narrative that spans Portuguese Goa to post the liberation of India’s golden state, Poskem: Goans in the Shadows takes the reader to locales from Bombay to Lyon, Pune to Paris and into the world of the Poskim people and Goan recipes. Through happiness and hope, despair and delusion, Rodricks writes of an unspoken, unheard of and shamefully silenced world of the last generation of a people that would soon be forgotten but for this book preserving their story for posterity.

      • Humanities & Social Sciences
        December 2020

        Recovery-Oriented Cognitive Therapy for Serious Mental Health Conditions

        by Beck

        From pioneering treatment developers, this book describes recovery-oriented cognitive therapy (CT-R). This evidence-based approach empowers people given a serious mental health diagnosis such as schizophrenia to build a better life in their chosen community. CT-R provides innovative strategies to help individuals shift from a "patient" mode to an adaptive mode of living and take positive steps to pursue valued aspirations. Vivid case vignettes and sample dialogues illustrate ways to access the adaptive mode with people experiencing negative symptoms, delusions, hallucinations, communication difficulties, self-harming or aggressive behavior, and other challenges.

      • Science fiction
        December 2018

        Psique El despertar Sombrío

        by Iván R. Sánchez

        ohn, a man immersed in the addiction of alcohol, is constantly tormented by his inner demons; repentance, loneliness and grief are translated into hallucinations, nightmares and terrors that he silences with liquor. One day, after ending up in jail because of a terrible night of abstinence, he discovers that something in him has changed and that now he must face a long road of redemption. He will discover that he is not alone and that the monsters that inhabited the darkness of his thoughts can come out, whisper to him, pursue him ... The real and the unreal are confused within a spiral of tragic events that lurk in every place where he seeks refuge.

      • February 2020

        Angstfresser

        Novel

        by Grit Poppe

        Anxiety-eater, the (lat. Hirudo Timor), blood-like parasite, which is used in traditional Chinese medicine as a therapy against anxiety, panic and trauma. Initial side effects such as nightmares, hallucinations, re-experience of earlier emotional states are followed by rapid, continuous therapeutic success.Apparently.Kyra, an unstable young woman who is threatening to break apart at the ghosts of her past, sees therapy with the help of a Hirudo Timor as her last chance to free herself from her fears.But what is so terrible that any memory of her childhood seems to be erased from her mind?Little by little she can free herself from her post-traumatic stress disorder. But suddenly the memories come back and the past catches up with her again...Powerfully eloquent, but also sensitive, Grit Poppe pulls the readers into a whirlpool of fear, guilt and surreality.

      • Mental health services
        December 1997

        Halcion

        An Independent Assessment of Safety and Efficacy Data

        by Committee on Halcion: An Assessment of Data Adequacy and Confidence, Division of Health Sciences Policy, Institute of Medicine

        Regulatory agencies within the United States and the United Kingdom, among several other countries, have reviewed extensively the safety and efficacy of Halcion (triazolam)--a once commonly used hypnotic drug. Concerns began to emerge about the safety of Halcion when a Dutch physician reported a possible link between it and a syndrome that included such effects as depression, amnesia, hallucinations, and increased anxiety. In addition, in 1991 its manufacturer, Upjohn, noted that "errors had been identified in a report of one of the clinical studies included in the original" application for approval. Since then, the drug has been removed from the market in several countries, whereas in the United States and Canada, the drug's labeling has been modified to reduce the recommended dose and duration of treatment and to heighten awareness of possible side effects. Yet different data and analyses have resulted in conflicting messages that are difficult to reconcile and interpret. In response to a request from the Food and Drug Administration to resolve these controversial issues related to the safety and efficacy of Halcion, this IOM book assesses the adequacy of the drug's clinical trials; the quality and quantity of data on adverse reactions; overall confidence in the data on effectiveness, adverse events, and side effects at different doses; and whether additional studies are needed.

      • Walking Meditation

        by Shionuma Ryojun

        Walking Meditation is a lighthearted, refreshing read, full of easy-to-use practices, relatable advice, and down-to-earth observations about the challenges of living as a twenty-first century human being. Japanese Buddhist priest Shionuma Ryojun’s (b. 1968) inspiration for writing Walking Meditation was born of a grinding monastic regimen undertaken deep in an alpine wilderness, but this is actually a book that speaks directly to readers living normal lives in the modern world. To address these challenges, Walking Meditation offers a “step by step” guide to integrating walking meditation into daily life, while also offering poignant tips for cultivating practical wisdom, harmonious relationships, and abiding inner peace. Shionuma Ryojun rose to prominence after completing the “Omine Sennichi Kaihōgyō” in 1999. The Omine Sennichi Kaihōgyō is a 1,000-day circumambulatory hike atop Mt. Omine, a mountain with an elevation of 1,719 meters in Nara Prefecture in the Kansai region of Japan. Initiated in the seventh century by a Buddhist priest in the Tendai sect named En-no-Gyoja, this ascetic tradition is so grueling that Shionuma had to walk 48 kilometers and endure elevation changes of 1,200 meters during each circuit. The circumambulation’s strictures required Shionuma to stop to recite the Heart Sutra at 118 stations each day, and also stipulate that the years-long ritual cannot be interrupted even to recover from illness or injury. Those who break their commitments to the Kaihōgyō are expected to commit ritual suicide on the spot, using either the rope or knife that must be carried at all times for precisely this purpose. While walking the Kaihōgyō, Shionuma began his daily peregrinations at 12:30am, following a routine that allowed him only four and a half hours of sleep per day. This gargantuan undertaking took him to the brink of death, as he experienced such grave malnutrition that he lost his fingernails and toenails, as well as a bout of influenza that caused him to lose consciousness on the trail and nearly abandon his goal, as well as his life. Shionuma experienced remarkable tribulations throughout his spiritual quest, including vivid hallucinations of hellish and heavenly beings, before gradually arriving at a pristine perception of reality. Upon completing the Kaihōgyō, he then undertook a nine-day, sleepless and waterless fast, called the “Four Nothings,” or Shimugyo in Japanese. These accomplishments earned him the title of Dai Ajari (a term derived from the Sanskrit acharya, meaning “senior teacher”) and made him an internationally sought-after Buddhist teacher. Writing in a friendly, conversational tone, Shionuma introduces a form of walking meditation—or “walking Zen”—that can be easily integrated into almost anybody’s daily routine. Walking meditation’s three central pillars are “Walking with Remorse,” “Walking with Gratitude,” and “Sitting in Meditation, Facing Ourselves, Right This Moment.” The first two steps can easily be combined with one’s daily commute to and from work, or with an early morning or evening constitutional. Eschewing complicated terminology, Shionuma uses simple terms to explain how these exercises use of the rhythms of a daily stroll to calm our minds and help us recognize that we have all harmed other beings, as well as been helped by them. This observation is far from negativistic, and Shionuma teaches us how, by quietly reflecting upon our debts as we walk, we can generate life-changing feelings of positivity, gratitude, and responsibility. The final step, performed seated, does not require marathon sessions of cross-legged sitting. Rather, it is a way of concluding sessions of moving meditation with brief intervals of physical and mental stillness, in which we simply look upon who we are in the present moment. Readers of Walking Meditation will be struck by the book’s crisp and unadorned style. It is no wonder that Shionuma Ryojun mentions “danshari,” which became an international sensation after the publication of Marie Kondo’s book The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing in 2014. Although Shionuma does mention the mental benefits of actual tidying, his approach to danshari comes with a Buddhist twist—he focuses on how we can use its ethos to clear the clutter from our minds, our relationships, and our lifestyles. Fully aware that no life comes without its frustrations and setbacks, Shionuma devotes much of Walking Meditation to sharing tips on how to face life challenges both big and small. The “mental exercises” he offers can all be integrated with the practice of walking meditation. They help readers to break the habit of reacting to annoyances in excessively complicated ways, when in fact simple, positive reactions (such as offering “one smile a day” to ones nemesis) are often enough to turn over a new leaf in a relationship. Finally, Walking Meditation is not meant to be enjoyed by Buddhist readers alone. Shionuma Ryojun carefully explains that the practices contained in this book do not require any specific religious beliefs, but that they do help generate two things that all religions are based on: wisdom and compassion. Additionally, while walking meditation is something that can be done in the middle of any metropolis, Shionuma emphasizes the benefits of doing this practice in nature whenever possible. Outdoor enthusiasts will be pleased to find that this book’s teachings give them a new way to connect to the natural world, much as the author did each day that he walked the Kaihōgyō deep in the mountains of Japan.

      • Fantasy

        Heralds

        by Tsvetelina Vladimirova

        “Voronina’s Curse” is an urban fantasy trilogy in which the author leads us through a world of mystery and ancient traditions where true friendship, honor and sacrifice are the main survival tools.   19 year old Ksenya thinks her parents’ murder is the worst that can happen to her. Alone with her grief and dealing with inexplicable hallucinations and terrifying dreams, Ksenya finds out that she is endangered and the only thing she can do is entrust a stranger with her life. Igor Aleshkin is a young defender who has come to Bulgaria with one goal – to take Ksenya to the Herald’s Order in Moscow and help her take her rightful place. Away from home, Ksenya finds out that the world she belongs to is far different than everything she had ever imagined. The heralds – a secret society of individuals that can see beyond the present – have dedicated their lives to the endless fight against bloodthirsty creatures. The Herald’s Order – sworn to serve The Palace – enlightens Ksenya in the secrets of her own abilities and guides her through the laws of their community. But nothing is what it seems.

      • The Symposium of Vagabond Standards

        by Vecdi Ciracioglu

        Vagabond Standards (SSS) by Faretin. The Dream Busting Missionary Army has been following him from time to time under the disguise of a teacher or a nurse since his childhood. Faretin strives to become a poet, yet he has no success in publishing his poems in any journal. So he starts taking short notes on a symposium that will orient mankind towards wise vagabondism. Eventually Faretin gets confined to a mental asylum because of his hallucinations.According to Faretin the future of suffering humanity lies in the The SSS. Closely observing his surroundings at the bighouse, Faretin decides to breakout with the help of his friends. As he tries to find his way around, he discovers that “fantastic bodies wrapped tightly with weird souls have to sharpen their eyes to see into their own depths”.Faretin discards the letters “h” and “t” from his name and turns into a mouse or a crab from time to time. These finely planned fictional scenes add a Kafkaesque dimension to the novel. While transforming his character into a crab or a mouse the writer takes the character’s point of view or mobility into consideration and his manner reminds us how neccessary the usage of visual memory is in literature. While building sentences speculating on the scenes where Faretin feels like a real mouse, Çıracıoğlu also contemplates images that focus on detail.As defined by Mikhail Bahtin, The SSS possesses the characteristics of a carnivalesque novel, a quality that is extremely rare in Turkish Literature. It is a novel where reality and fantasy are interwined and the imaginary world of the hero is introduced to us, enriched with fantastic components.The SSS is a carnaval that pushes the boundries of madness and language. The novel is a door to neverland and a carnaval of words without a veil.

      • Graphic novels

        HOUSE OF DELUSION

        by Goo Hyunseong

        A short and intense comic book that pushes the boundaries of comics There is a man in the house. He feels strange. Maybe, it is only a feeling. There are visions and disintegrated words. It is ambiguous if he is really seeing these or if they are only in his mind. The strongly illustrated images are composed to create fear and unstable mental conditions.

      • April 2018

        Del relámpago nacerán luciérnagas

        by Alejandro Cortés González

        A balanced practice of form and an effective knowledge of human environments and typologies allow us to move between reality and raving: the familiar universe gives us a conflict over the germinal delivery of adventure and the trances of a life threshed by disease.

      • Fiction

        The Merchant of Bullshit

        by J.D.B.

        A rotting gene has infiltrated mankind’s cognitive process at an advanced level and turned it into gibberish.  Moreover, the Dronzyme, an integral part of the Detox Unorthodox advocated by major forces in the Consultancy Sector, actively stimulates the production of this gene via a benign mucous in the larynx. Soon, under the auspices of the Catallus Group, a new language and functionality possesses the mindset, and no one is considered immune. The Capital itself becomes a repository for degenerate ideas and concepts, whose terror becomes flesh with the birth of a quasi-physical oaf. Herein is the awful truth of the Schnimp, and the Corporate Giants now forced to obey its commands... in a unprecedented wave of NONSENSE. The explanation: The Merchant of Bullshit is a satire on the City of London, and its all-pervading, meaningless jargon, part of the global war against intelligence, as documented by someone who worked nights for over 15 years immersed in it. The author: (location unknown) lives in a shed in Myrddin’s Precinct where he communes with drunken spirits and entities, and launches vitriolic assaults against the Satanic Inertias of the Capital, soon to be revisited in The Gnat.  A series of endless night-shifts in the Ancient City of London drives him to the terrifying conclusion that its entire existence is a Hoax – a bankrupt Government, media and economy imprisoned in a Tower of Babble.  But can a man certified as insane – twice – complete his mission to rescue the intellectual heritage of his Nation?  Who knows.  For now, he sleeps amid the empty quarts and flasks, waiting to spring forth from his chrysalis...

      • Philosophy of religion

        Why Are We Here?

        by James Kilcullen

        PHILOSOPHICAL ANSWER TO WHY HUMAN BEINGS EXIST AND FOR WHAT PURPOSE. Where did we come from? Where are we going? Do we have spirits? Do we live once or many times? Is there a creator? Why is this world in such a mess? How can we cope with inequality, violence, abortion and global warming?

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